i got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match.

so my mom was diagnosed with the flu today.
where i'm at, they're no longer checking you for the swine flu; they're just giving you tamiflu and sending you home.
which is crazy.
my mom has a lot of health problems and i'm terrified right now.
i'm praying it's just regular ol' flu and nothing more.

i hate boys here.
at least in my neck of the woods.
staying high/drunk is nasty.
and so is dating girls years and years younger than you.
ugh.